Yeah, all my data is lost.

I reinstalled my OS, just to refresh my PC and make new partitions of the harddisk etc.
Before, I made a backup of all of my data, such as drawings, WIPs, .psd-documents, music, music sheets and savegames etc. on an external harddisk, of course!
Anyway, after finishing installing my original and legal copy of Windows 7 Home Premium and starting up the PC, I decided to copy my backup from the external harddisk back on my internal harddisk... nothing strange at all, I would say
But then, after connecting the ext. harddisk to my PC it said there was some error going on in the file system. Usually, that'd be no problem for Win 7 to correct, but this time, I was just like "WTF?!" when I realized that after correcting this error all of my backup data was lost.

... Yeah, and that's the story of the last time I saw my backup data...

Now. I think, now it's easy for me to say that I didn't only lose all of my data, but all of my motivation to ever draw a picture again, too.
Well, I always thought that the world hated me, but fucking me like that is kinda unfair.
It just managed taking away my hobby.
I only hope that the world is kind enough to at least allow me my music.

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... Well, yea.

DeviantART bores me a lot at the moment. Neither annoying, nor exciting. Just boring.
And I don't have any time or motivation to bring myself back to some work. It just bores me. Drawing bores me. Being active on DeviantART bores me. Getting tons of watched deviations and messages every day doesn't bother me, but to have to check them every goddamn day without being active is kinda annoying.
Right now I'm feeling like I'll never be able to catch some motivation to draw again. But who knows? Maybe I won't, or maybe some lightning stroke will blow away my mind and get me working again tomorrow... lol.

I'm thinking of many things right now... Thinking about the future, my later life, if I'll ever be able to go study at an university, about things I did yesterday, what I had to do but I didn't today, school, my family and "friends", of who I'm not sure if they're real friends... I'm even thinking of which shoe I should take off first to get in bed...

... Well, yea.

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Yeah, just today I finished the german translation of the guidelines of the Sonic Club!
If you're interested (certainly you're not ) you can read my translation here [link]
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Weeeeeeell, here we go with leaked gameplay for the new upcoming Sonic 4! x3

[link]

But I don't know how long it'll be up there, so go watch it as long as you can!

I'm so excited

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I know, pageviews aren't that important and are only needed to show off how many people maybe clicked on my profile by mistake...
But for the people who appreciate it, I thank you all for this poor but certainly proud making number of pageviews

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Tell me, what you would like to do (sketch, lineart, colour, whatever)

~ All work is closed at the moment.

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